Here is a fun story about how trusting in Intuition guides our lives in surprising and delightful ways. It was written as a guest blog post for Hellogems, an on line newsletter that supports young women (and men) in their journey of empowerment. G.E.M. – Girl Empowerment Movement. www.hellogems.com
TRUSTING NUDGES AND PERSISTENT IMPULSES
By Grace MacLeod
I have a fun and hopefully, inspiring story to share with you about how I came to be here guest blogging on the GEM’s newsletter. It is about Listening to Intuition or what I like to call “trusting nudges and persistent impulses”
The gift of intuition is one of the greatest we have as human beings, yet many of us don’t tap into or trust this powerhouse ability to guide us in our personal lives, our professional goals or life direction.
Intuition is that ability to KNOW without dependence on reason, calculation, analysis or any of the other left-brain functions. The signposts of the presence of intuition occur most often in the body, the emotions and the subconscious mind. Signals such as sudden flashes of heat or cold, goose bumps on the skin, a gripping in the stomach or chest, hair standing up on the back of our neck, prophetic dreams and even voices in our head.
Have you ever heard yourself say, ‘after the fact’ I knew that was the choice I should have made, I just didn’t listen!
Have you ever found yourself unexpectedly and perhaps embarrassingly sprouting tears, as you listen to someone, your whole being responding with resonance to the presence of TRUTH?
Have you ever felt a sudden impulse to call someone and it leads to a really important conversation?
Have you ever had tightening in your chest that felt like you couldn’t breathe but are told by a physician that there is nothing physically wrong?
These are the ways our Intuition communicates with us, yet so often we doubt or dismiss them. Our critical mind tells us we are imagining things, being overly sensitive or surely must have some REAL health issue going on. Sadly, the more we ignore the persistent nudges and impulses that are signaling us from this extraordinarily wise part of our nature, the more extreme and overt the signals will become. From faint whispers and inner prompts, to sleepless nights and upset stomachs, to full-blown life crises, our Intuition will persist until it is heard.
I refer to it as the voice of the soul, the part of us that knows us and is connected to the invisible intelligence that informs every single part of creation. It ALWAYS has our best interests at heart.
My discovery of the power of intuition came in my early twenties when I was deeply impassioned in my career goals to be an agent of change in the world. At
the same time, I began my practice of yoga and meditation. The more I came to recognize, listen to and act on the nudges and persistent impulses that would arise in my practice sessions or simply while I was being quiet, the more my life changed.
It is true, that indeed I am on this planet to be an agent of global change, but instead of focusing on external social systems, as I first aspired to do, I came to understand that my path was one of change from the inside out.
One of my first really big experiences of intuition and inner guidance came while I was on what was supposed to be a round the world trip to see this beautiful, but beleaguered planet and her people. As I sat in meditation after my yoga postures, in a friend’s home in rural England, I suddenly “saw” in front of my eyes a list of all my life goals. Financial success, happy marriage, powerful career accomplishments etc. In a slow moving arc they slipped behind my left shoulder and heard in a clear voice:
“Your entire life is about transformation!!!”
To make a very long story short I will simply tell you, I cancelled my world tour, went home, quit my job and moved to a yoga and holistic health center. Over the next 12 years, I developed my abilities as an agent of global change by focusing on my own transformation and becoming a facilitator and teacher for thousands of others who came to our center seeking peace, health, happiness and fulfillment in their lives.
Since leaving the center, almost twenty years ago, I have been the sole proprietor of my own spiritual counseling, leadership coaching and retreat practice. As all of us know, with any enterprise it is necessary to broadcast our product or service to the world if we wish to share our gifts and be successful. Over the years I have learned and used all the tools and tricks of marketing, from brochures and business cards to websites and even a YouTube channel. While I am certain that all of these have contributed to the connections that have allowed people to find me and access my services, it is utterly clear to me that something all together different has been at work.
FOLLOWING NUDGES AND PERSISTENT IMPULSES.
In the early days of building my independent practice, I would often find myself in a pocket of no work. Have you ever been there, fellow entrepreneurs? TERRIFYING!
I would amp up all my broadcasting efforts, spurred by fear and deep anxiety. Eventually my body would be come so tight and my breath so shallow that doing my beloved yoga would become excruciating. Eventually I would come to my one saving posture, YOGA MUDRA, literally the posture of surrender. Sitting on my heels, arms slowly floated behind my back, hands clasped, deep exhale and head bowed low to the ground. A conscious choice to LET GO!
What would happen next, is that very clear nudges would occur, some as simple as a guidance to call someone I had not talked to for a long time, others, as innocuous as “go to the grocery store”, and some life changing like “move to Sedona, there are clients waiting for you there”.
And what would happen next? You guessed it? Just the right conversation, the unexpected bumping into someone, the new client waiting: “I have been looking for someone to help me for so long. I have even prayed about it.”
One day after this exercise in surrender, I went for a walk and I saw a gleaming, white, stretch limousine drive by my street with a lovely woman with long blond hair in the driver’s street. I was close enough to see a smartly dressed businessman in the back and I had a flash. Hey! Those are my potential clients she is driving to the airport. And I heard that clear voice again!
“DO IT! Be a taxi driver.”
I kind of laughed under my breath and said back in offended defiance: “Are you crazy? I am a spiritual counselor and executive coach NOT a cab driver!”
As I mentioned earlier, intuition does not go away once it has a message for us. And this one certain has persisted. Over the past twenty years, I cannot count the number of times I have had the nudge from within. “Be a cab driver!” My reply always the same.
Fast forward to Christmas 2016. The cyclical nature of my private practice is doing its thing and the predictable lull at the holidays is in full force. I also have decided to not travel to see family this year and so I am sitting in my home, wondering what I will do for the next month or so and here it comes again, persistent as ever and adapted to meet the times.
“BE AN UBER DRIVER!”
I guess it is true: ‘To everything there is a season and a time for everything under heaven.’
All my inner signals went green light! Suddenly this upside down, inside out, crazy non-compute message makes perfect sense to me and I KNOW it is right.
I live on a sweet, safe, beautiful island, a mere five mile ferry ride from Seattle Washington. We have horrible cab service and the whole world arrives at our ferry terminal to experience our charming, natural sanctuary and come home from work and travels.
Within a week I was approved and out on the road. I spent the Christmas holidays driving neighbors and visitors to and fro and having the time of my life. I was blown away by the joy I was experiencing. Remember that thwarted global
trip of mine from decades ago and my dream of seeing planet earth and her people? Here they all are, sitting right in my car, from twelve countries and counting in two short months, sharing their stories as we travel along together. As a work from home, invisible entrepreneur, suddenly I am meeting my neighbors and community members and supporting them in their lives. Helping them arrive home to sit with a dying mother, race to catch a ferry with little kids and baby carriages in the pouring rain, or get home from work when their car is in the repair shop, and even the executives, home from their business trips and delighted to have their “cab driver” talk shop and offer appreciation for their accomplishments.
I have handed out more business cards in the past two months than I have in the past two years, have had awe inspiring conversations with others who are also passionate about making a difference in the world and suddenly my community and a growing collection of people from around the world know of Graceful Living Coaching Classes and Retreats from direct experience.
I am getting paid to market myself and do what I was born to do in such a profoundly simple way, lighting me up and giving me this delightful means to offer a “touch of grace” to so many people.
Each day before I turn on the app, I begin with a prayer. “May those who are seeking me, find me, just as I am seeking them.
And so it came to be on a grey, late afternoon a few weeks ago that a lovely, dark haired woman entered my car and off we went for a tour around the island. An hour later, I had learned that I had just met none other than Pryinaka Deo, one of the creators and visionaries behind Hello Gems. In our conversation, I had mentioned that I was a meditation teacher, life and leadership coach. I told her that I had been getting some guidance to do more public speaking and that I was especially focused on meeting and serving the young people who are rising up to become the leaders and change agents of our world. Priyanka shared some of your stories with me and I had that all over visceral response of “YES!” This is a match.
And so here I am, saying “Hello” GEMS. I am so delighted to meet you. I salute you for your passion and commitment to being empowered and wish you great fulfillment in your personal and professional lives. Our world needs each and every one of you. I urge you each day to eek out a few moments or hours of respite from the constant noise and break neck speed of life. In the quiet, turn your attention within and listen to those nudges and persistent impulses, dear GEMS. They really are your divine GPS system, guiding you to be the most beautiful radiant SELF you can be and to do what you were born to do. Blessings of grace to you all.
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